"What you waiting for???"

I have been trying my best to come to a happy medium with my career and everyday! It gets harder by the min, and more emotional the longer it takes. Besides outlets, inspiration has be my main down fall, creatively it has been harder and harder for me to be inspired by anything...
Procrastination, exhaustion, and realization settles in to a point where it becomes harder for me to be motivated or happy about something, I'd normally be ex-tactic for...
With Halloween coming up my creativity came in a diff form with clothing... this idea of doing a Disney theme came from a co worker, while we were figuring out costume ideas for work, she decided on "The red queen" so I decided to be "Alice" of Alice in wonderland... The cartoon..
I have always had a slight obsession with it but for some reason never put it toward Halloween.. I did however have it as one of my birthday themes years ago..
I decided to make the costume myself since I didn't like the generic ones I've seen out...

                              although its not fully done yet, I made this from scratch and am proud :)

with that said, back on the career front, my sister and I spoke of our aspirations and people we admire and I stated Gwen Stefani being one of the few I admire the most, due to style, creativity and reputation.. I started to think of the rut I've been stuck in and the focus Ive had with my group Male VS Female and remembered one of her debut solo tracks that I loved and felt was something I related too, now more then ever... ironically the video is themed with Alice in wonderland, besides describing my feelings.
What gets me is that I can relate so well lately and am for the 1st time dressing as Alice.. I thought this is be a funny twist in my story...

See it for yourself:

Posted in: alice in wonderland,Gwen Stefani,Jillian Valentin,Music,The Sweet Life