For the past 2 weeks, I have been averaging about 3 hours if I'm lucky!!! I'm trying to shake it but its not working...
I'm guessing its an over weight of stress, due to the fact that my responsibility tripled in my life since going back into music! Its caused me slacking on the sweet life. Although a positive force on my life, it is slowly taking a toll. I'm trying to work over time to make sure the project gets finished without burdening anyone else but myself. I miss sleep! But I'm finally happy, I can actually feel the path ahead is going to keep on getting better!
I used to be a negative person, but now there have been more smiles then anything, and even though I'm sleepy... I keep on, because it finally feels right!
Today being one of my sleepless ones, I'm using it as time to catch up with you guys! I'm trying to make my tiresome frustration a positive one and actually catch up as I should!
Lets hope my brain stops this over drive soon!! I'm starting to feel the changes coming and being more confident in myself! Everything is different then is was 3 years ago, but I never felt more in the right place! people have come and gone, but honestly I'm glad I have the few that stood! Besides my family, They were the ones worth fighting for! Because of the changes, I have some great new people in my life! Especially one.... who hasn't stopped being there for me since the day we met! XO
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